[arraxylap]

soooo true sadly. when i was growing up, well, even into my late twenties, almost every loving thing i said, or every positive outlooked i shared got violently opposed by my family, in such a way that to me, they look insaine....sadly it is to the point now that when they are around i can pretty much only talk about the weather, or very trivial subjects.

i have become sooo much more open with people in general now though, that things that would have made me look coocoo a few years ago, the people around me are not only open too now, but starting to talk openly about themselves as well.

everyone i see that i went to highschool with though allways tell me neat stories of dreams i told them, and things i said back then that were sooo far out that are comming mainstream now, like about the third eye, reiki, astral projection, remote viewing, and predicting things that allways came true etc, etc, that way back then i had no names for yet, but apparently wasn't shy when it came to talking about it....i just wish that i could rember more of myself back then.