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**papadopul** · 10-09-2008, 07:51 AM

hi detlef,

no worries, i'm sure it will all be revealed in time. i was just surprised that you mentioned your own surprise at me not having many guides, but only one. clearly, you had to have tuned in at some level to discern this.

anyhow, i am well aware of the various ego traps associated with a premature awakening of abilities that one is not prepared to receive as i myself have participated heavily in these activities in past incarnations, and have witnessed the fallout and paid the attendant penalties. even as such, all actions are part of the divine plan, insofar as i understand it.

that being said, there comes a time in the development of the soul where, much like in adolescence, "father knows best" becomes an increasingly dissatisfying explanation for the limitations that are placed upon oneself, and when one would seek to know the reasons behind the rules and to have a clear picture of what qualities need to be demonstrated before the restrictions are lifted.

i wouldn't expect you to have those answers for me, and even as i write this i am gaining a better perspective on all of this for myself. so perhaps, the universe is not as silent on this matter as i previously thought.

it just seems to me more and more every day that taking action in the world without having a clear awareness of the outcome is a great disservice to me, and to others. that physically moving my body around from place to place is a horrible waste of time. that using words is a mind-numbingly slow and ineffective means of learning and communication. that being conscious of only a single timeline, and only small chunks of it at that, is a ridiculous way to live. that chasing around little green slips of paper in hopes of gaining more freedom to do what i want, when i want, is laughable. and that having to wait around for some sort of cosmic clock to strike 12 so that i can get beyond all of this nonsense is supremely absurd.

anyway, i'm just rambling at this point, in hopes that as my higher self peeks over my shoulder it might consider giving me a brief repose from the standard curriculum sometime between now and when i wake up to go to work in the morning. we shall see! :d

peace,

tenet

10-09-2008, 07:51 AM	#8
papadopul Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 466 Senior Member	hi detlef, no worries, i'm sure it will all be revealed in time. i was just surprised that you mentioned your own surprise at me not having many guides, but only one. clearly, you had to have tuned in at some level to discern this. anyhow, i am well aware of the various ego traps associated with a premature awakening of abilities that one is not prepared to receive as i myself have participated heavily in these activities in past incarnations, and have witnessed the fallout and paid the attendant penalties. even as such, all actions are part of the divine plan, insofar as i understand it. that being said, there comes a time in the development of the soul where, much like in adolescence, "father knows best" becomes an increasingly dissatisfying explanation for the limitations that are placed upon oneself, and when one would seek to know the reasons behind the rules and to have a clear picture of what qualities need to be demonstrated before the restrictions are lifted. i wouldn't expect you to have those answers for me, and even as i write this i am gaining a better perspective on all of this for myself. so perhaps, the universe is not as silent on this matter as i previously thought. it just seems to me more and more every day that taking action in the world without having a clear awareness of the outcome is a great disservice to me, and to others. that physically moving my body around from place to place is a horrible waste of time. that using words is a mind-numbingly slow and ineffective means of learning and communication. that being conscious of only a single timeline, and only small chunks of it at that, is a ridiculous way to live. that chasing around little green slips of paper in hopes of gaining more freedom to do what i want, when i want, is laughable. and that having to wait around for some sort of cosmic clock to strike 12 so that i can get beyond all of this nonsense is supremely absurd. anyway, i'm just rambling at this point, in hopes that as my higher self peeks over my shoulder it might consider giving me a brief repose from the standard curriculum sometime between now and when i wake up to go to work in the morning. we shall see! :d peace, tenet
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