[vvxtiopmx]

spiritual crisis, please be caring


do people really believe that there are no victims in this "cosmic dance"?

if a person has had a horrible life, for example living in poverty and being raped, molested, physically and mentally tortured daily by family and strangers and was never allowed to live and be a person and experience love and joy, and who was ignored and destroyed by authorities who should be there to help... and that poor innocent person walking to a bus stop is finally attcked one last time bludgeoned to death and finally put out of their suffering? how can that person not be a victim if they had a horrible life and never experienced love and therefore cannot comprehend that love exists or what it feels like?

should i believe that each person with a tortured life is really just a piece of "the creator" just experiencing itself in a "hell-on-earth-life" scenario??


my point is that there are really people experiencing the not-so-average earthly problems but including full lives of emotional, physical, and mental torture to the point that they cannot function.

i cannot understand why the creator would want to collect experiences/consciousness of lives of hell... or how he could allow humans to be starved and murdered. and i mean this literally, how could he allow "the fall" into density/duality/polarity which included altered dna?

okay so life isnt a piece of cake for everyone, but millions billions of people (past & present) have lived tortured lives so much that they have to take their own lives and it doesnt seem like anything should ever be so horrible for people to want to die, but it is.

and if someone with a tortured life, and had to commit suicide to escape daily torture, would that person be condemned to the lower astral realm (hellish realm) because at the time of their death they had anger and hate?? are they only getting what they deserve due to karmic debt

i cannot understand the depths of evil, misery, torture, suffering