[Teligacio]

i must first send you love and peace, its alright to feel this and to ask these questions. these are very important things to know and understand. the truth lies in the free will of each being. the evil, torture and horrific lives you describe do exist. it is part of the cosmic balance, yes the dance. the part to understand is that each entity has the choice of free will to embrace the love and light or not. the law of free will makes it necessary for one to invite the love and light into their life. the failure to do so allows the evil to 'invite' itself as it has no respect for free will. once you are full of the darkness, service to self, negative polarity whatever you want to call it, it is incredibly hard to come back to the light. imho, speaking from personal experience, these extreme horrific events are meant as a catalyst to get one seeking the light, ask and ye shall receive. the choice is what you are here for and it can reverse anytime from one polarity to the other. if, in the face of evil, one denies the existence of love how can it intervene? to do so uninvited violates the free will and becomes no less than a puppet master.
it is very sad to see a tortured soul struggle through the endless pain here on earth. this is part of our cosmic responsibility to shine as a beacon for these and reach out as an example of light and love. it is only through an unconditional love that the darkness fades and light reigns.