[Arr34ston]

please i need feedback on this, this is the most important issue to me. all i think of is all the saddness, torture, and horrible lives that have existed on this planet (past and present) (poverty, loneliness, misery, disease, murder, lonliness, pain, death). i am not at all self-centered because this feeling is more like a consciousness of everyone, everything, every animal thats ever experienced pain, although i myself have lived a tortured life so the pain and sorrow for other similar circumstances is automatic for me.

i have a good understanding of law of one, sto/sts, polarity integration, and the fact that we are all one consciousness (god/great central sun/father) experiencing itself subjectively in a separateness of this material 3rd dimension. or maybe i don't understand it, i don't even know.

but my questions are:
@why do fourth density sts entities feed off of negative energy??
@why do fourth density sts want to stop human ascension?
@who created that system where anything would need to feed off of negative energy to survive
@why did they set up this vibrational prison where our god frequency is blocked out. what do they get out of it???
@ how did negative et's become so evil as to treat us as we treat farm animals, it makes me feel bad for them, like its not their fault they evolved from horrible/painful star systems that caused them to be corrupt
@ do negative et's sts deny the "father" even exists and believe that each local star system should be able to govern itself as it pleases
@ how would positive et's ever allow them to do this to us
@ what do they gain from stopping our ascension???
@ is it that they are no longer 3d and they are using humans to live through by invading our consciousness and living vicariously through us.
@ do they do it mischievously? as a joke? just playing around trying to folly the plans of positive et's who want us to ascend
@ or are these negative sts entities just instituting the system that they feel is the best way to ascension
@ some negative ets (3d or 4d) are void of their emotional bodies meaning they dont have feelings? how did this happen to them? who let this happen
@ will negative ets ever ascend?? such by "2012" alignment events either here or on other star systems or galaxies, wherever they are.... will they eventually ascend automatically through some raising vibration event or what if they stay in the darkness forever?
@ what the hell do they get out of this??

i know the illuminati does what they do for power and money... and would i be correct that some/all/whatever of the illuminati may actually be posessed by negative 4d sts entities?? but what would 4d sts entities "get out of it"? what kind of power do they have in 4d sts? what do they get for setting up the veil of tears, aka, vibratory prison. [/size]
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