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hello,

my name is eaglesong (tess) and i am a musician from the stunning outer banks of north carolina.

my spiritual journey began in the mid 70's with the great richard bach. jonathan livingston seagull and illusions merged with my christian upbringing and gave me an insatiable hunger for knowledge and truth.

soon after i was forced to personalize my relationship with god when i realized i was lesbian. my church and my family (and some of my friends) no longer shared my truth. i was forced to find my own path.

i read volumes of words too many to mention. og mandino, shirley mclaine, von daniken, sitchin, gary zukov, chopra, sylvia browne, marianne williamson, doreen virtue etc. i read the bible cover to cover, the apocrypha and the dead sea scrolls. i visited the tao te ching, bhagavad-gita, qur'an, rumi and the tibeten book of the dead.

like many others, i have an unnatural fascination with egypt. this brought me to the writings of thoth and his many other names. i wanted to read keys of enoch, but refuse to pay a ridiculous price for knowledge.

the internet changed my life. to be the recipient of others years and years of research has altered many. to watch the few scatter from the shadows in the light of the truth has changed the world. it's an amazing time to be here.

i have always felt an affinity to edgar cayce, partially because of our shared love of my birthplace, va. beach. what inspired me most about him was not his amazing psychic abilities, but his dedication to offering his truths as abundantly and freely as possible. so at the risk of offending those who may or may not be affiliated with a.r.e. at this site, i must offer my opinion. on my first and last visit there (late 90's) i was very saddened to see others capitalizing on work that cayce literally died for, to offer to the world. selling truth for profit and only to those who can afford it, is a very old game.

so bear with me, as my feelings about a.r.e. somewhat relate to david wilcock and my arrival here at divine cosmos.

i stumbled upon 2012 enigma on youtube one day. i clicked on a segment somewhere in the middle of the series and was immediately rapt! wow! someone with a positive message of hope, faith and charity! it wasn't until i sat attentively through the entire series that i realized... hey, this is that reincarnation guy, the one that claims to be my beloved cayce!

so, whether it was synchronized or happenstance. my ears and heart were opened without bias. i went on to watch all of the project camelot offerings of david and listen to the coast to coast and other radio/internet radio interviews. i was enchanted with his humble downplaying of the cayce connection and his very cayce-like determination to focus on mind/body/spirit. further, his message to remain positive before and during the viable cataclysmic possibilities of 2012 resonates deeply in my soul.

i have an interesting david/ra channeling experience to share:

i have been experiencing "the dark night of the soul" since around 2001. what began with eliminating fear and untruth is now focused on forgiveness. forgiveness of myself and others, which is by far the hardest part of the process for me.

but please, understand, i was just listening to david's stuff for info, to kind of catch up or be educated on his theories. so when i exhausted all of the youtube and internet interviews i could find i checked out divine cosmos. around the third day i noticed a new link to listen to david doing a reading. about half way through the reading some images began to appear in my mind. they were images of all of the people i had yet to forgive. flashing effortlessly! i could see these people at the moments in my life when they were kind. i could feel love beaming from me, from them. i could understand the love i was denying myself, not them. i thought about all of the passages i'd read about "god's love" and truly understood that you can't experience it until you forgive in the exact way that he/she forgives you.

god is forgiveness and forgiveness is god. simple, earth shatteringly simple as all truths really are.

anyway, i'd love to hear from fellow "seekers" *as i call myself. thank you for allowing me to share. thank you for this site, and of course for the divine messengers that dwell around and within.