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"oh riiiiight, so i create my own agenda...and serve myself a graduation...so i don't need god's hand to take me out of the grave but i'll crawl out myself...never mind the fact that god even gives me the life and energy that to even do it....hmmm never mind the laws of physics that says that energy vibrations must have a source....it's all in the law of inertia.....never mind god as being that influence...haahaha there are no laws of physics, i make the rules!" lol i'm being sarcastic....

life seems to be some meaningless paradox because the illusions we create become so real....but what defines real? how do you know you're not the one decieving yourself into believing something that isn't true and definite like a math equation?

i don't understand the pantheist belief system (which indeed it is). there are just some aspects that seem to contradict itself (creating a paradox).

if we are really gods and we make the rules and there is no solid belief system at all (except for the ones you invent) then eveyone is right and who cares? why sould i feel guilty in abusing the life i have and the life of others if life is mine?...and i am life? (if i'm god, then i am the source of my own energy vibrations an i need no god). why should i care about the life f christ whom i nailed to a tree with my sin of egoism if i am christ? hmm...does life have pricnicples or do i create them? what do i base my morals on? god's love is the priciple, but how is it relevant to me if i don't accept it?

why should i feel guilty if i harm a soul that god unonditionally gives his life for? if guilt doesn't exist i shouldn't even feel guilty to even believe guilt exists (but this is a paradox). why this paradox? it's true that we have to forgive, but before we can intelligently and truthfully "forgive", one must acknowledge that there was a wrong that actually existed. forgiveness is a a contract of offer and acceptance. you can offer forgiveness, but if i don't except it then you can't do anything about it. if i reject your forgiveness it may be because i failed to acknowledge my wrong and i don't really believe in love.

pantheism is nice in that it wants us to be like god, but it can easily go to the extreme of wanting to be a god, thus creating a god in your own image (instead of letting god create you in his image). it's true that god is love and he surrenders his life and power to us to let us do as we please (it's called the power of choice), but this can lead us away from god, the source of every pure vibration, thus leading to our self-destruction. serving self is the illusion that you won't really die, you are a god, you create your own rules. though death doesn't mean you cease to exist (part of you unconsciously falls into the first denisty of "dust" and another part is the spirit of life..which contains your memory), it would lead to the inevitable...returning to the service of god.

lol see, at the very end, every one will serve god, whether in the first dimension or in higher dimensions. "death" is indeed a sleep and god will wake us up, but he can't force you to. there will be many who will choose to not wake up. the bible says that only those who "hear his voice" will wake up.

you don't "make" or "create" love. love simply is what it is and it will create a world of love for you if you let it be in you.