[samanthalueus]

i think it might be catalyst or facing our shadow. imo, we are being forced by our own selves to grow and learn. i have empathy for you because many times, it has felt as if i landed in some sort of hell and yet, i am learning from it. i ask my higher self if i couldn't perhaps learn a little easier, and it is getting easier inside. here are some ideas that may help.

three aspects of enlightened living:

non-attachment
non-judgment
non-resistance

and always know that this too will pass.

wishing you the best,

dagaz