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thanks everyone

lala, you made me think about what i do understand lol. the more i learn the more i realize its a vast mystery and we aren't capable of understanding it all in this density. like you i am getting snippets that do resonate together as truth for me but i also feel i need more intense experiences. one thing that keeps me going is that is knowing its true, for me at least, even though might not fully get it. anyway you are such a cutie thank you for being so welcoming to me!

that said, i have felt, like crow, that all time is present in this moment. therefore i have come to the understanding that whatever issues i am experiencing in this life are the total of all issues i have ever had to face, bu t can only remember the actual events that have taken place in this life. like many others there has been much pain and abuse this life. it seems maybe because of the changes taking place right now our present lives are 'extra' difficult as well as having the weight of other lives, so we can experience everything we need to then hopefully progress.

ultimately i see it as a blessing . i will do my best to work through this so i can graduate. i pray that we all may do this because i dont want anyone to have to repeat a grade if it can be avoided. not that its 'bad' to have to do that but it would just make me very happy to see lots of us make ascend this time around!!!