[Abarricoss]

this morning i awoke and read the deeper "secret", part iv
it mentioned how numbers can be relevant and the car number plate of a woman
i know popped into my head the last three digits of the plate are 911 which stuck out for obvious reasons, i also remembered how 911 has been linked to the card tower so i started to read the meaning of tower in the book i have which says its the disintegration of the old world and the birth of the new within you.

next i drew the equivalent of the card the empress which is actually a picture of gaia on the new card, i was staring at the card when my phone rang which made me jump i answered it and the person on the phone spoke which actually sounded a little garbled and i didn't understand what she said, suddenly i was reminded of a message i received several days earlier while meditating while trying to clear my mind i heard this garbled voice probably several words long which actually scared me and i was unable to continue meditating.

the woman on the phone was the owner of the car with the 911 number plate she also has a foreign accent which makes her a little hard to understand until you concentrate .

i was supposed to attend a presentation for a pendant that emits scalar energy and i was 20 minutes late and they were waiting for me so a little shaken i said i would be there in 20 minutes or so.

all i will say about the pendant is that its energies are in tuned with gai and it has a picture of a crop circle that apparently means the center of the universe .

i was basically surrounded by four woman for the entire day so my antennae were literally hitting the ceiling as the deeper secret was still fresh in my mind i had actually burnt copies of dw's the 2012 enigma and gave them copies i am sure there minds will be blown when they watch it.

the woman doing the presentation was actually a channeler whom was directed by spirit to get involved with pendant and promote it even though in her words she really was not interested in doing so but had done so any way purely because it came from higher guidance.

later we all went out for lunch at a chinese restaurant and i went to the toilet while
the ladies were directed to a table, on my return all 4 woman were sitting next to each other at a large round table, now i found my self feeling uncomfortable because i didn't know which woman i should sit next to so i didn't instead i sat dead center in the middle facing all four woman balance is best i thought.
the woman on my left mentioned my seating arrangement and i stuck my hand out dividing the table saying balance is best and they all looked and smiled.

many things were discussed over lunch which were focused on spiritual development ect and the food and company was enjoyable and after finishing one woman went on her way and the rest of us went back to the place of the presentation.

i had discussed with them earlier about the the deeper secret and told them about my dream and how it related to the higher self and one woman in particular
was very interested as she could relate to what i was saying.

after paying for the pendants it was now 6pm and i thought it was time to leave not that our gracious host wanted us to leave on leaving the woman whom related to my dream asked me back to her house for coffee which i accepted.

on arriving i noticed that her unit kind of resembled the house in my dream it wasn't a rural property it was a complex of about 4 or 5 double story units but it reminded me of the house in my dream.
she proceeded to tell me about her life which involved being raised in an environment of people whom were exposed to war and in a culture where woman
were basically treated like mules and treated like dirt and she even showed me pictures of woman next to men one had a woman carrying a huge load of wood on here back while the man walked next to her holding nothing but a cigarette.

she also told me that she was unable to accept any thing from any one like a gift or money ect as it seemed like if she did they would treat her as dirt as the she would owe them some thing or that it gave them permission to treat her badly.

now if you cant see the connection she does not like males very much and metaphorically speaking because they have treated her like a prostitute and as a result she has not had a relation ship with one for many years she does have a teenage daughter and she is basically from what i could tell her main focus in regards to relationships .

she shared a vivid dream with me which had a man of chinese ethnicity they were
both attending a restaurant or some formal dinner, suddenly his stomach started to grumble which made her feel embarrassed or uncomfortable suddenly they were all seated after which she drew a long hair out of her soup (the end)

i queried her about how she felt when the guys stomach grumbled as she was holding her stomach while telling the story she said it felt like some one was poking her in the stomach with a finger.

long story short i helped her trace this feeling back to when she was 4 years old she had knocked over a drink in the lounge on a coffee table her father had punched her in the stomach she fell back obviously winded gasping for air falling behind her older brother whom was sitting next to her on the lounge she recalled thinking that her brother had done nothing for her in regards to protecting her and she felt that she was more of a man than he was.

all her life she has never liked this brother and basically doesn't speak to him i pointed out that he was just a kid at the time and was probably just as scared as she was, she then laughed and put her hand over her mouth as the penny dropped.
yes she said she remembered him sitting there straight up as stiff as a board frozen petrified, i then said that she was seeing her brother in the present through the eyes of a four year old she nodded in agreement.

i know this has been a long article but this is what actually happened i basically seen a mirror reflection of my self in her but from a female perspective which sends the message home pretty hard that if you think of and treat a female like a piece of dirt in this life time you are basically doing the same thing to your higher self and you will never connect with her until you wake up and treat her with love and respect.

i tried to post this last night but the power cable got knocked out and the laptop went dead while writing it after which i went to bed