[avaiftBoara]

hi everyone.

pfew!, changes…………..there is sooooo much going on right now. i know there are a lot of bright souls on these forums and i do have a few questions.

okay, well i’ve mentioned in previous posts that it has been about a year since my “awakening” etc. everything was going just fine, i was feeling fine, got a very interesting new job (still have it and enjoying it) and meeting a lot of interesting people down the road.
all is well, indeed.

but in the last 3 weeks i experience a lot (and i mean a lot) of synchronicities. i’m used to do like 3 things at the same time and what strikes me is this.
suppose i’m working on my computer (reading) with the tv on so i have moving and talking wallpaper. while i’m reading on let’s say stars i hear the word “star” on the tely in a different context. in a split second everything is totally clear and i fully understand as to the why of that particular synchronicity. when that happens and i realize what’s going, i immediately am back “behind my pc” and what i then ‘knew’ is gone.
or when i’m at work and i grab something as simple as a hammer (or any other thing), i will hear the word hammer on the radio or whatever. and this goes on again and again and again, every day, every hour. even right now when i’m writing this.
question: what could this mean? i’ve always understood that synchronicities are there cuz entities are (trying to) communicating with you or are getting a message thru. but what i’m experiencing is utterly incoherent or there are a shipload of messages for me that i just don’t get! this is really bothering me right now and almost steals my thunder k.w.i.m.?
which brings me to the next thingy that’s going on.

negative greetings
since these synchro’s are affecting me i have the feeling that negative forces (my past?) are trying to get some of me. i can still send them away by embracing them with (my newfound) love and light . it’s not really bad and they don’t stand a change but what can they do to my surrounding friends and family?.
i know entities can be instructed to do things here. but can these forces turn to my friends and family or are they solely “my” demons?

thanks a lot for reading this it’s quite a lot i realize that. we’re all in this together anyway so…..yeah well, i’m not the kind of guy who is the help asking type but i could really do with some right now!

light and love for all of you.
jan.