[Salliter]

yo jan,

i can relate. there is definitely something amiss going on, and i'm not sure how to define it, or even how to handle it. or, should i even worry about it? hows that for confusion!

i often go back to the mindset of "let it be" or "just be".

i haven't posted in over a month. i don't even know if people are doing the focused meditations or experiments we were doing. i feel like i am letting people down, but i never wanted anyone to depend on me. i'm not any more special than anyone else here...

i also came to the conclusion that i was spending too much time looking outside myself, not within, and was becoming too dependent on this website and forum. while it was certainly nice to contribute, i was missing out on the best parts of life. so, i took a complete break for about 3 weeks, and am only now coming back here to check things out. i don't know if i will ever post like i did, or even read all the material like i used to. i kinda feel like unplugging all together to be honest.

while i can't really provide any answers to your questions, i did write this to try to provide you some comfort. you're not alone in these difficulties, this confusion...

i can offer you this though...

sync's are nice reminders, but i don't get wrapped up in them, looking for them, trying to figure out what they mean, etc. you'll go crazy doing that...

you are stronger than you realize, and if you have the intent to protect yourself and your family from negative entities, then that should be all you need - pure intent. if you fear this can happen, then it very well might... bask in the light of our creator, the one, the all. feel the love fill you, flow through you, to everyone, everything.

all is well, there is nothing to fear. so, i'm not so wrapped up in "saving the world" anymore. but, that doesn't mean we can be complacent, or even worse, indifferent, either... we're here right now for a purpose. to experience, to learn, to love. but don't be afraid to make mistakes and don't live up to someone else's standards. do what you can while enjoying life and experiencing all that you desire.

simply be and enjoy life.

hope this helped, or brought you comfort. if not, thats ok too - someone else can answer. may not even be posted, as i feel this was pretty scattered...

take care jan, and all of you here on the dc forum. i don't know if i'll be coming back or not, but i wanted to at least say bye if not...

peace - art