[AndyColemants]

something i heard awhile back that might relate; when a person dives deep into the ocean, he/she may hit the sand and it goes flying all around, obscuring the view, there's loss of vision and confusion. but if the person just sits still for awhile, the sand will settle back down and vision will be clear again. that image has helped me through times of confusion. it just means i've dived in deep, and have to wait for the confusion to pass, as it will.

also, in listening to david's recent radio interview, i heard him talk about not being able to tolerate doing more than one thing at a time, because he's trained himself to be aware of all background noise, and he can't have his awareness overloaded. i thought that was interesting, and it certainly seems as if you are multitasking. me, i can't multitask, it's way too much for my brain to take on. i can't meditate either, because i can't sit still. but i can allow myself to be guided to doing what's next and getting really really excited because it's always so interesting.

i don't have to analyze, or make effort, or "try" to do anything, because it just comes if i let it. synchronicities are constant, very mind boggling, but they're so much fun. i don't care where they come from, or how they happen, it's enough that my life keeps getting richer and richer. listening to david can bring clarity to the confusion, i presume you are in this forum because of his work. if not, it's still a great place to be, lots of informed, evolved souls sharing their experiences.