[Arexytece]

experiencing something quite odd right now, i just started reading carla reuckert's book "a wanderer's handbook", and i am getting feelings of dread, unrest, maybe even depression, just generally bad emotions are coming out of me even though there isnt any reason for it to be happening.

it has a christian feel to it, maybe thats whats causing it, but i dont really know.

anyone else ever get this? i took the test in the book about being a wanderer and i scored a high of 86 and a low of 69 depending on how i approached the test.

is it possible that there is some deeper aspect of me that just doesn't want to go there? all of a sudden i am getting enormous doubts about everything i have ever believed in up to this point, those beliefs being in the area of ufo's and other densities and everything else in that area.

am i experiencing negative greeting? because it makes me feel like giving up, forgetting it all, and joining consensus reality and try to live a normal life.