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i had a huge wake-up call when i was getting all religious, selfrighteous and judgemental, about 12 years ago, my car got rear-ended, i lost all my belongings, and started to do all the things i was being harshley judgemental about.....smoking, drinking etc.....now that was a sad wake-up call, and i am still smoking.....and everytime i wish i didn't buy another pack, the whole message comes back loud and clear, so i guess i still have a little bit of a self rightiousness problem in some area's because otherwise i know it would be easy as pie to quit smoking again like the other 2 times i quit....so i still need to smarten up.....mabey not as badley....but i still have to clean my cup from the inside out, and not try to look clean on the outside until i am truly clean on the inside.