[Zaebal]

does anyone feel the way i do on the whole topic of ascension?

first let me state i’m not a debunker or skeptic. i’m just like everyone else here – trying to raise my consciousness on this topic.

- i've "intellectualized" most of the ascension information over the period of a few years - ra material lofo and it's spinoffs, project camelot info, ufology, eliteology, david’s work, and many teachers works and channeling’s. first started out as curiosity but then discovered it was a personal quest for my own knowing of a "truth". at first i found most of this stuff fascinating and could not get enough, but always careful to "test" the information to my own personal standards of truth.

as time went on i started to be able to see this information on a few levels:

1. disinformation (creative egoic information), some of this comes out of
mass consciousness and gets diluted by repeat and relay; but some of
this comes from an egoic entity (can be a person or group) with the
intention of self-purpose (attention, self-worth, money). not credible.

2. common - general ideas, principles which get repeated in multiple
channels of information (teachers, spiritual references, channeling’s).
somewhat credible.

3. familiar yet forgotten - you know that feeling like you have a deep
understanding of some principle but can't quite express or explain the
"what" and "why" of it? feels like infinite intelligence and surprising that
i sense this from right brain. highly credible.


recently i was pondering all of this and came up with these thoughts and just wondered if anyone else has had similar thoughts.

- most of this information is "delivered" and presented to us in a way that our current filter and consciousness can understand on this realm. this may not be how this information is "known" in the higher realms. therein lies some opportunities for each of us to have the flexibility to take this information and make it our own - knowing our own version of "the truth".

- the “truth” as we define it - may be a paradox in infinite intelligence. there is no singular, finite “truth” for us to seek, therefore perhaps shift your focus to an “openness” paradigm. this is what i feel the “seeking” leads us to when approached in the light of love.

- i read these, and other boards, and one of the most common queries is "what do i need to do in order to (insert personal quest)". and there are volumes of posts about this. this is natural - it's our way of seeking and understanding from mostly left-brain perspective - what all of this means in the now and in the perceived creation of future. it feels like it is becoming less important “to do” something rather than “to have thought” about these things.

- the consciousness of ascension may lead us to a co-created “ascension” based on free will. we may control the version through thought. there are some fantastic versions out there – some fear based, some are intellectual based, some spiritual, some religious, some are discovery based. can there be multiple versions and manifestations? would not an infinite intelligence paradigm allow the limitless? i wish we knew these answers – but we don’t and won’t since the truth is a paradox.

- i’ve really embraced the areas in these “concepts” where things just cannot be explained. for example in the ra material – there is the discussion of “mystery” or the law of confusion to “explain” or “preserve” the limits of our understanding for our highest good. at first i just thought of these as information boundaries – but looking deeper they appear to be elements of an infinite intelligence – a natural occurrence that in this dimension cannot be validated by logic – illogical and perceived as shielding truths. what if we embraced these (left brain – confusion) and (right brain – mystery) in our current filter? how or would that raise our consciousness? interesting.

anyways – i just felt compelled to out this out here and see what others thought. there is so much energy and thought out there right now – and increasing – around this topic and it is wonderful to have a place like this to have constructive dialogue without the “fear” crowd.

blessings and love,
qq