[Agrisalia]

wow ewhaz. what a tragedy to suffer through. you described your feelings beautifully. i agree that it is not good to take the blame or the guilt for things like this. that is something that i still have problems with.

i hope that you find peace as well. it sounds like you are doing ok. but i guess something like this never totally goes away.

it is true that no death ever completely ends us, we just cross over, but sometimes it seems so hard to say goodbye.

thanks for telling your story. it is good to know that life goes on and gets better after something like that.

peace be with you,
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