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why is always the question when suffering. so the concious interface is selfish? if all of us are we then why must we use i to seperate the one? is the creator a crazy entity that spilt itself into those trillion billion peices and is talking to itself? having a major divne therapy session in the mirror room to figure itself out? the one creator must feel mighty alone, board being by itself which is what is experienced in solitary confinement spiltting off into many personalities and then having conversations with itself. yes free will is the key! but is it free will when only giving the appearance of seperation if reality is really one creator. no co-creation as we all know rocks roll down hill. are we creating or has all this been done for us already? i am suffering even though i should have nothing to suffer about. is the creator hurting itself to feel? is the creator only rewarding those who are successful in healing oneself? leaving the others behind? oh right no gets left behind. this is asked for an answer as to why this all goes on around to what appears to be the universe which does not exist without consious thought perception. very confused with all of this as so many people use the word i as if they were seperate. when service is the reward could mean that it is the ultamate slavery of the will although we believe it to be free. serve each other to serve oneself? no more with the concept i because you did not do this alone! no internet = 0 self realization on this plane. collective concious? imbalance to rebalance? okay.