[HilaryNidierer]

chris,

thank you for your patients in dealing with my wondering and curious mind. i understand that the law of one thread is specifically for discussion on the material of ra and i appreciate the understanding your trying to relay for me.i apologize once again is anyone takes offense to my curiosities.

i truly do struggle with this though, i want to have faith in the idea that someone has giving us answers to somethings that we never would be able to understand or have, but its so hard for me. mabey i feel left out in the cold in a way when i can see others come together and agree that 'yes, these answers are correct'. my question that goes through my mind mainly have to do with the feeling that everyone wont leave this earth but ra says everyone will. my other question has to do with my feelings of the idea that within this last 20 or so years i have felt that some great deceivers were going to have access to us and our thoughts, so im cautious of information coming from 'another level of our reality'.

i cant help but wonder if the channeled information is a deception. but when i want to post something like this thought, i feel guilty that i will offend someone. i only post things because i care about everyone and i want everyone to find their way....

but what if, what if there is a deception on the horizon? what if there is a group of spirits that want humanity for their own purposes? we have soooo many old stories about the beings that came from the sky and tried to make us their slaves. as well as we most likely seem to have genetic mutation in our background. who did this mutating with us? will they be back? *sighs* could this all be a set up for the ufos ect....has anyone heard of 'projectbluebeam'? what if the final show coming up is about the ones in charge trying to gain control? hasnt many old text warned of the deceivers that will come? -i guess these questions are fear based, but these questions have popped out at me my whole life. what does this all have to do with ra? well didnt ancient egypt beleive in forceful reincarnation? to force ones soul or spirit back to the flesh vessel? could this happen again when egypts pyrimids line up in a certain way as they once thought was necessary for the soul to 'arise' to earth once again. could there be a plan we are missing here? forgive me for my doubtful mind. thank you to any who try to help me with my curiousities....

peace to all,
lynette