[BoomBully]

i totally agree with dgcrow!

when i discovered that the site was down, my first thought was for david's safety. i was hoping nobody 'got' to him. after i told myself not to be stupid, i was then anxiously wondering "what if divine cosmos was gone for good? omg! what would i do? i haven't even read everything on the site yet!!!!! where would i find some peace and positivity? what other forum is out there that would allow me to feel part of one big like-minded family?"

and then this morning, i actually realised what was happening! i discovered that i was relying too much on divine cosmos - sort of like a best friend or partner - and not trusting enough in myself. i remember reading something that david wrote about being 'dependent' on others and how it's not good for personal growth, so i decided to wait it out without stressing over the loss of my daily dose of forum. and before i knew it, dc was back again.

the downing of dc actually taught me a valuable lesson.