[effebrala]

i think every one is right though, when the site went down it was frustrating at first, but it forced me to realize i was still relying on information outside myself for my comfort and spiritual journey.

i think it's because its easier for us to read a line or a quote than it is to sit quietly and hope that something comes through. in other words it takes work!

i spent some time meditating the other night, something i haven't been doing regularly. i'd been feeling down slightly and not being able to access the website wasn't helping (not that it should be responsible for my emotional wellbeing). i got to see that i was surrounded by love, loved etc. i also got to see that i was a beautiful being, made up of fractal complexity.. it was very comforting.