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wait a minute. stop. i must think about this. do i really want to take this bitter pill anymore? is it really necessary?

on this pill is written the words of sadness, self-loathing, guilt and shame. but i am not my mistakes. and when i look in the mirror, i try to look past all of the thoughts swimming in my head and see what i know in my heart is at the very bottom of it all. the very essence of me is purity.

so why can't she see it? the one person closest to me expresses doubts about me. and it causes me to doubt myself. why can't she just have a little faith in me? probably because of her own fears.

i try very hard to see the pureness in my eyes, every morning. and i want so bad to see the angels that i know are all around me. but in order to do that, i think i have to stop taking this bitter pill. but i am not sure how to do it.

but is the pill in itself perfection as well? is this what i should be trying do do? strive to see the perfection in this too?

we are not other people's opinions or fears of us. in our essence we are pure. we are purity. and that adjective, pure, has a verb and that verb is called love. love is purity in action. it is the cleansing agent which will return us to our true form. which is pureness and all the positiveness which comes with that. like peace of mind and peace on earth.

love will clear the clouds of judgment. so try to have a little faith in people and see the pureness that is at the bottom of the muddy waters.