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Was it my twin self or remembrance of a soul group?
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Was it my twin self or remembrance of a soul group?
i was wondering if someone could interpret this dream i had when i was 9. why did it have such an effect on me at the time, and haunt me with this inner longing/ yearning....for
something?
was it a dream about my own twin self/ soul, or was it to do with a particular frequency/ soul
group?
i dreamed that i was on this ancient ship. i was 9 when i had this dream, and i saw this boy who i fell in love with at first site. it was a pure, deeper kind of love. he had sandy blond hair and his nose was faintly freckled. he had deep blue eyes like the sea that seemed to go into the soul and beyond time.
in my dream, he was working as the ship's cabin boy, but this pure and gentle little soul was being mistreated....he was like, as i wrote in this poem trying to express the dream a while ago....a diamond in the darkness.
when i woke up from the dream, i was filled with this ache, this longing....this feeling of obsession almost and incompleteness. i felt this longing to be with him.
i don't know whether these are normal emotions for a 9 year old to experience. i wrote my dream down and tried talking about it, but nobody really understood. they just told me i shouldn't be worrying about finding love at my age.
i never heard of soul mates until i was older. i became more skeptical about mystical sort of stuff for a little while and tried to put it out of my mind. but later on, when i learned about "twin souls", i couldn't help but wonder.
i still don't know.
i don't know if i will ever find the "one" in this life-time, or whether it is simply a frequency, a soul group that i am looking for.
i do find the idea of twin souls incredibly beautiful and romantic though.
perhaps this wasn't even a dream about my twin soul, perhaps it was somebody else?
i never dreamed of him again, except vaguely in my daydreams.....sort of like an imaginary friend i had at that age.
in my daydreams we would meet up, and just play like children, like two best friends who completed each other....it was a completely pure kind of love.
for some reason, in my daydreams, he lived in a lighthouse and this is where we would meet.
does any of this mean anything, in your humble, honest opinions?
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