[FelicitaJ]

hello ameliejodie, my first impression, was that you had an important dream that was meant to be written down. and now you maybe ready to face yourself.

i dreamed that i was on this ancient ship.

in my dream, he was working as the ship's cabin boy, but this pure and gentle little soul was being mistreated....he was like, as i wrote in this poem trying to express the dream a while ago....a diamond in the darkness.

when i woke up from the dream, i was filled with this ache, this longing....this feeling of obsession almost and incompleteness. i felt this longing to be with him.

may i say, you felt the mistreatment of this boy and the pain of incompleteness because you felt you gave alway your "free will" in this life. to whom ever was mistreating you and not allow you to be free and complete. you were young, but strong, yet felt you could not say no and just went along.

you may be carry a bit of guilt and judgement of self from this period that needs to heal. forgive yourself or the little boy in the dream for not being the full being they knew they were. perhaps you are at a time to see the dream more clearly and let those emotions go.

the reason this attracted me, is i had a similar reaction to something i was reading, i felt i was there and had also given away my will to another and was a puppet rather than my true self. in my vision, i saw what i didn't like about myself then, kinda a recall sitution (replay)

the light house, he is holding the light you are and want you to be able to find him to gain it back, fully.

peace and love, rhonda