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if i feel frustrated with someone, or "humanity" , i know it's me, not them. they are my thoughts, my feelings, coming from me. there is no way i can judge anyone else, when i just have to honestly look at myself and know that it's all in me too. i may see things a certain way, and for example the people in this forum see things similarly, but does that make it necessarily true? it's only true for us, at this time, subject to change, always change.

not judging seems to be an important focus right now. sometimes i get into the trap of judging someone who is judgemental. i don't believe in evil or the dark side. it's just a point of view. those who are so called evil think that they are right, from their point of view.

to me evil is a thought created entity, covered with judgement. judgement is a form of resistance, and resistance creates pain. i don't pretend evil doesn't exist, but it is self created and is of the mind. if confronted with an attack i will react like anybody else, but in thinking about it later (if i'm still alive) i will focus on what i could have done better in that situation, not how dare they do that to me.

that all sounds so idealistic, and i'm a long way away from being that perfected enlightened being, but it's all fun and just a game anyway. why be so serious?