[Nikkytas]

very good post, i too have this problem and have come to the conclusion that having one to 3 beers is the best solution for me because if i abstain i just get really bad vibes and people freak out and if i say to myself that i am not giong to have any beer i usually buckle and end up geting drunk. i dont know if beer is that bad for you but i am sure my vibrations would be higher without it. i have found that you can really only go a certian amount above others around you before they "burn you at the stake" so to speak. for me it is a work in progress still havent figured it out. weddings and bachelor parties are the worst red ray, and orange ray really come out in these situations. i guess its a good catylast for growth and understanding. one thing i have learned is that [drug] is a big no no especially mixed with alchohol takes my energy system about a week to come back to normal operation.