[Nikkytas]

i think alote of people enjoy making beer. in my opinion the whole experience sours when one drinks to get away from emotions and mabey that goes the same for not drinking to get away from emotions. that might not make any sense but oh well. i have also found that if i start moving away from my center while drinking things get sour fast if i stay centered and dont chose to seek the self outside of myself i do very well and can drink quite a bit without getting drunk. a case in point being at a certian bachelor party i drank alote of beer and mixed drinks and even straight whiskey. i even smoked a few cigars. as long as i kept myself centered i was fine and stayed up all night and was very lucid and never crashed. a few weeks later i went to a bar and an after party and got totally wrecked on probably half the alchohal i had consumed at the bachelor party. i believe this is due to my not paying attention to my emotions and tripping myself up by seeking energy from others this does more damage than the drink in my opinion. by losing my connection to my own energy and not staying centered in myself i lost alote off emotional energy and was really hungover the next morning and did aote of crap i shouldnt have. live and learn. i know it sounds stupid and i wouldnt advise it to others but if one really focuses on ones breath and stays centered while drinking it is really hard to get buzzed.