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hi mikazo
i'm not sure i have any advice exactly but i wanted to share with you that i went through a very very similar period when i was 24 too - 8 years ago (scary!), a feeling of total stagnation and isolation.

what happened to change that for me was discovering david's old site, and the ll research site with the ra material, which i absolutely consumed. something then clicked and i no longer needed the wait, i had found the reason for my static life - it was to give me the time and space to discover and absorb this information.

shortly after that i got the exact job i wanted in the town where i most wanted to be, and my life just kind of restarted. i had a similar period of waiting 2-3 years ago - what changed there was unexpectedly (in this density at least) falling pregnant - again resulting in major life changes.

so what i guess i'm saying is that from my experience these periods of waiting have had a very definite purpose.

however, while you wait for that purpose to become clear are there small steps or activities you could do to help you move towards your ideal path? lorna