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i have fairly similar problem, only im 18. i discovered.... pretty much everything about david, ra, 2012 and more during last year. after reading the ra material, i felt the same way, as if, well, nothing was really needed. studying was boring because it pointless. the information in the world is wrong obviously and everything that is going on. i lost motivation in basically almost everything. i have no problem with waiting untill 2012 and just work on spiritual work at home and just get a job. but, after about a couple of months, not only i lost motivation for the outside world, i was loosing motivation for the spiritual work. so i decided to get out there again after the couple year period of isolation, and just live normally and more importantly, live with more awareness. you have to stay active to keep up on both sides spiritual and normal. the normal world is the way to spiritual understanding. so now im much more involved in real world and still keeping up with my spiritual work as well. and plus, opportunities don't literally come knocking at your house, you will have to be out there to catch them. this will further develop your conciseness.
pretend you will live an old age and get into a profession only apply everything you have learned about who you are and the purpose of being here: to be of service to others and being kind, compassionate, and loving to all and be happy. i personally enjoy watching as many comedy movies as i can. a good laughter really lightens the mood no matter how bad the mood is. good luck.:d