[alanamosteller]

man, i have felt like i have been hit by a truck at times and other times i've been scared out of my mind. voices, frightening hallucinations, the whole nine yards. and no, i am not psychotic, i have been prone to nightmares since i was a little kid.

also, there is a lot of scary information out there that, while it may be totally true, it is really hard not to let it get inside your head and scare the be-jesus out of you. it is important to be aware of what is truly going on but at the same time i think it is important to focus on positive things like butterflies and things like that.

when the intensity of these times start to get to you then come here to this positive oasis, on these forums, and you will begin to feel the love again.

i am not only talking to you but to everyone.

cheers