i see perfection in all this, i feel gratitude for the "bad ones" behaviour, for in this "facing the enemy" i can experience the polarity that i cannot see inside... if they weren't there, it might be that i would never be able to get out of the conditioning of the senses of chair, the illusion of 3d... i now choose sto by seeing and recognising it in all others... and i give the merit of these words to the expression of the divine, of love, that i began to find in my life thank to you, foosnik, yes, among all the study, all the texts, all the videos, all music and moovies, it was your words ( in the acceptance post that you wrote) that came in the right moment when i could finally heare it (and all the other teatchings). your choice of words and time, lightened something inside me, and caused a real change in my behaviour with my parents (my personal "enemy government", with whom i had a long long story of disagreements).... i finaly can sit and have a meal with them without the feeling of "wanting to kill myself".... and belive me... it is a miracle! you helped me, somehow, in putting togheter, my intelect and my feeling, and for that my friend, i am grateful in my soul! i will be always wanting to see you (seeing you...) only in peace, love, acceptance and blessings!