sorry foo, couldn't resist the pun... i am sensing something, for awhile. i have hesitated responding, because my focus is unfortunately on the negative side. i am completely out of money, can't find a job, and having a tough time getting my company going. so, knowing that i created this, and not figuring out how to get out of it makes it real interesting. i have sensed big changes coming, they have to be coming. it is hard for me to see how these will be 'good' things, for example, i don't see selling my house and moving into something cheaper will be a good thing. i have not had a decent night sleep in weeks. my faith keeps me going most of the time, but when i get another bill in the mail, or the next credit card calls me to remind me i am past due, it is really tough. and yet... today when i was playing baseball with my youngest son, i son a bunch of hawks riding the winds over our head. seems to me i saw something in the ra material that indicates this is a good omen? also, on the way home, i noticed the odometer on my wife's car was just about to turn to... are you ready for this... 111,111.1 miles. i laughed when i saw that, and figured two messages within an hour must be trying to get my attention. i must admit, i think, believe, and generally act in seeing myself and god in others, but i don't really think it has become as deep as i would desire, or imagine. i guess the recognition of that is a good sign, and indicator of the progress. so, yee haw, next few months will be a real barn burner here. enjoy, and keep reminding me.