[Sarah Armstrong]

super-good point!

tonight i experienced "the dark night of the soul", but today many friends turned up to walk my dog, bring
medicine and invitings...i feel as a rather split personality, never fitting in, reading stuff on this forum that just would make my friends just shake their heads, and all the same i can't just quit. i think this might be some initiation, having felt the total alienation and bottomless pit, and then rise again like the phoenix. i'm on the path of spirituality and i can't go back either wheter i'm a wanderer or not.

liliane