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**irresseni** · 03-31-2008, 12:57 PM

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but is this traveling escape, or is it searching, or both? i too have traveled. i have not been in any one city or county for more than a couple years at a time.
yes, i think of my travelling as one of my addictions, to distract me from "the work" . so, like every addiction, i find it doesn't satisfy me, then i'm back to ok, gotta do it - then the next distraction comes along.
thanks for your words foosnik, i need the feedback. i've been feeling the dread malaise again, and listening to dw has given me new hope, again, i need that too. can't do this alone, and as everybody knows, nobody else can do it for me either.

lord have mercy!!!!!!!! this is the duality that is ripping me in half!! nobody can do it for us, but then we turn around and say that we need each other to live! which one is it? do we need each other or not!?!

it is the same as saying that i am not allowed to be angry with my father because i must have co-created it somehow.

i am owning up to mine but i cannot continue to do damage conrol!!!!!

i think that we all need to own up to all of this! it is not fair to us to say that we must do this all by ourselves. in the one hand you cannot be blindly lead, but in the other hand you need your loved ones to survive.

it is about each and every one of us becoming our own powerhouse while still loving each other, and looking after each other at the same time.

anyway, the bottom line is that while we cannot ask another person to do it for us, we still need to love each other, and take care of each other in the process.

should i need other people or not?? i guess the answer is a resounding yes!!!!

i love you all.

03-31-2008, 12:57 PM	#36
irresseni Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 410 Senior Member	[quote=larissa;30116] but is this traveling escape, or is it searching, or both? i too have traveled. i have not been in any one city or county for more than a couple years at a time. yes, i think of my travelling as one of my addictions, to distract me from "the work" . so, like every addiction, i find it doesn't satisfy me, then i'm back to ok, gotta do it - then the next distraction comes along. thanks for your words foosnik, i need the feedback. i've been feeling the dread malaise again, and listening to dw has given me new hope, again, i need that too. can't do this alone, and as everybody knows, nobody else can do it for me either. lord have mercy!!!!!!!! this is the duality that is ripping me in half!! nobody can do it for us, but then we turn around and say that we need each other to live! which one is it? do we need each other or not!?! it is the same as saying that i am not allowed to be angry with my father because i must have co-created it somehow. i am owning up to mine but i cannot continue to do damage conrol!!!!! i think that we all need to own up to all of this! it is not fair to us to say that we must do this all by ourselves. in the one hand you cannot be blindly lead, but in the other hand you need your loved ones to survive. it is about each and every one of us becoming our own powerhouse while still loving each other, and looking after each other at the same time. anyway, the bottom line is that while we cannot ask another person to do it for us, we still need to love each other, and take care of each other in the process. should i need other people or not?? i guess the answer is a resounding yes!!!! i love you all.
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