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[quote=larissa;29992]to detlef, that's a really interesting point about not necessarily wanting to connect with other wanderers. me, i want to connect so i can feel like i'm not crazy or the only one or abandoned etc. maybe meeting another wanderer face to face would not be that great, specially since i'm pretty antisocial myself, but being able to talk like this on a forum seems like a great idea.
actually, i'm not so antisocial as extremely painfully sensitive, and all the "spiritual knowledge" i have hasn't helped, as i pull into my shell at the slightest perceived threat. what a way to live. sitting here alone in my room typing conversations, alone but not alone, i like that.
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dear larissa,
to you and all others that are here in service, it might be time to realize, we are not alone here, for every one down here there is a team of entities working around them.
the first time i realized how they can help, when i was at a family gathering in a large restaurant that had some performances. i had the feeling i had to get out of there, can not stand it in there any longer. instead of going outside, i said, friends i need some help with this energy please.
within 5 minutes i felt great.
i feel, communicating with those around you or with your divine self is important. they might not tell you everything or all the details, usually as much we are ready for.
very often i get those one-word answers, like: you are a transformer.
then i have to go and try to figure our what was meant by that. i might get some mental images that lead me closer, or some thoughts that i can have confirmed.

we are not in this alone, there is help out there, help we can access.

regards detlef