i've spent the last 8 years in no relationship and have never been happier. even so, i still find myself secretly hoping that i'll find someone. not even of the opposite sex, not that i'm gay or anything, to tell you the truth for sure i never want to have xxx again with anyone, but i want a special companion, a best friend, with nothing whatsoever physical. and i mean that. just like i never want to come back to this 3d earthplane ever ever ever again.