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Old 03-31-2008, 01:36 PM   #3
Sensbachtal

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Oct 2005
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Default I want everyOne to get through to the 4th density positive!
i want everyone to get through......

i don't want anyone to be left behind- only if a person's free will desire would have it otherwise.....

i am often lazy; i get this sense of inertias through spiritual exhaustion- so i might not get through if it depends on being 51% in "service to others"- i really don't know what my score is. but i desire balance more than anything else. i know my soul really needs to find the answers. rushing around to help others, would only feed the material side of things- not the spiritual. and if i want to feed the spiritual, i feel that i need to first be enlightened myself- this requires time spent alone. is that service to self? will i be damned?

on the other hand, i know that my deepest desire is for the world to love each other, to have more understanding, for all beings to be free from any desire to harm another being's free will, to hurt or empower them.

i feel so strongly, that this will only come about through a much deeper understanding of everything, of each other.

this is what i just wrote somewhere:
idea.....
i wrote:

"i could spend my life, for example, helping to feed those without food.....
but this wouldn't make any difference, i don't think, on the infinite scale of things- it would only bring transient relief to merely our bodily "vehicles", for it wouldn't feed the soul....."


= different people
dedicated to feeding
different types
of hunger


together each knowflake (unique snowflake soul)- we'll fix this giant puzzle somehow....we will re-harmonize the melody of the creation, and transform the world to music, to harmony, once more!

thought~
if i was given the power to change anything, i would just give to the world more love, more understanding, a sense of oneness......

& melt away the desire for any being to harm a being's free will......

if it came true, i wonder what would happen????

could this dream come true?

is it possible?


how can "service to self" entities be responsible for their actions if it was the veil itself which caused them- the endless inclinations of this constance balancing act between yin and yang, that compels us?

"forgive them, they know not what they do".


i might not be grasping something in the bigger picture....these are just my thoughts.


i just want to see every being receiving love and free from pain..........

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