[anaisdannyxys]

ameliejolie, i am so in tune with what you are feeling right now. seeking the balance between the positions of service-to-others and service-to-self is so difficult in 3d where we cannot truly know the outcomes of our actions and attitudes. i daily struggle with purpose in that sense, in who to be open to, who to perhaps try to shake awake, who to leave sleeping. and how is any of that my place anyway? because i am driven to. while not being able to have a goal oriented purpose, i have my purpose nonetheless. life as a particle and a wave.

but the real work, as always, is upon the self. we've got the bodhisattva bug, you and i and likely so many others here with us. first off - everyone goes together! at least so we hope, even though all need to evolve in their own times. but still, it's a great trick if we can pull it off, and we still want to!

perhaps more important though is the bodhi creed that "i seek my own enlightenment for the enlightenment of the world." it is a mental universe, a universe of thought first, from which come action and manifestation in 3d. i often feel like a filter for such, that i seek so deeply to know the truths of this world that i may process them, balance them, find the love in them, and then release that back into our collective consciousness.

that these things are heartfelt issues to you at all is a sure sign you are on the right path. we must care for ourselves in selfish seeming fashion at times, just as at others we are called to give and give. but it is that we give everything consideration under the light of such questionings that reveals we are to purpose, as best we can, as awakening (and man are my spiritual feet all painful pins and needles with the process!), free-willed, infinite beings of light and love seeking primarily to be in service-to-others. intent is so vital, and you blessed one, have ample and appropriate intent.

so be well, and do well...

love, blessings, and abundance,

frank-o