[Sensbachtal]

thank you, lotus.
great points.

i think the inertia i have been through has been due to the veil of life causing so much confusion and doubt.
i'm not feeling so bad these days though.
the other day i received this message when i went to visit this spiritualist church. i was so surprised and deeply moved- that someone had heard me when the other night i cried out in depression to the spirit world because i felt so confused and alone. the message left no doubt in my mind that it was genuine- this was beyond coincidence.

so many questions race round in my mind so often, so many different ideas in the world to weigh up with my mind, etc, etc....

i feel it is time to learn to go beyond just thinking.
to still the mind, to become more and more tuned in with intuition and my higher self.

the other task is forgiving myself, and loving myself more- even though there are some around me who don't understand me so well.
self hatred will not get me anywhere.

so many challenges to get through............

but yes. if we all just try and love more, in the best way we can, we can't do much wrong.