[NEronchik]

i was thinking about the idea that we are pieces of god who chose to develop our individuality by the experiences of being mortal, perhaps again and again via reincarnation.

we eventually learn the lessons and ascend and re-unite with the collective 'host' according to many teachers. but then what?

i really don't want to be a proportional percentage slice in some divine pie where everybody knows everything and we all sing cosmic kumbayas. i'd rather be a crumb forever wandering space, exploring nooks and crannys and using my imagination.

i woke up this morning with the idea that the whole reason why we are going through this individualization process only to return to the homoginous obscurity of godly 'perfection' is because we will start the whole process over.

i theorize that once we return to god we will have the choice to leave and start life in a whole new universe/dimention. perhaps in some cosmic orgasm as we wriggle our 'perfected' souls back to the great egg we are presented with a blank slate, like we are familiar with in todays computer sim games, and build a new version of life from scratch.