[gueremaisse]

don't get me wrong, i am constantly amazed by beauty and am often extremely tuned into nature and experience constant synchronicity (ask my college buddys from 20 years ago, they'll tell you i have always been huge on synchronicity).

i meditate (my way) and have a totally healthy lifestyle, although in my scandalous past i was a pot smoking heavy-metal dweeb, like someone we all know and love!

i am (still) extremely creative (taking a year or so off from working to just paint haha!) and my 2 yr old niece loves me, so i am not very stressed either.

sometimes i feel like i am meditating by listening to a certain positive song over and over, like 'love is the answer' by showcase showdown (obscure but brilliant defunct punk band), i am most likely the only person in the world listening that song over and over, so my 'mararishi effect' is minimal, but it's a positive thing and that counts!