[cmruloah]

greywolf, you just mentioned in the other post about missing living in the country and maybe it's time for you to leave city life

what you're describing is very similar to how i felt when i lived in a city, i felt completely trapped and assaulted by the noise, busy-ness and the intensity of the city. shortly after i recongised what those feelings were the opportunity presented itself to relocate to the country

might be worth giving some serious thought to it

and in the meantime as kranos suggests - spending even a little time tuning out from city life and tuning into gaia on a quiet walk can do wonders