[corsar-caribean]

this is a prime example of why a smoking habit can be a positive thing.
when i feel this way, i grab my cigarettes, walk outside to a park near my house (it's usually at night so there are no kids around for my smoke to bother), light up, and talk to no one in particular.

there's nobody around to hear me talking to myself, and i ask questions and the answers usually come immediately, and i speak the answers to my questions as well, but when i say them they come in a slight accent. i've wondered if what i'm doing is a form of channeling, due to the accent, but i've never heard of anybody channeling in this way before. but usually by the time the cigarette (and glass of wine as well, if it's been a really rough day) has finished, i feel much better and am ready to rejoin society.