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**omaculer** · 09-03-2008, 07:25 PM

i sit here and find myself getting aggraveted at alot of things ... and all i want to do is to start breaking all of my stuff i have, even though i dont really have much. i find myself not wanting a car ... not wanting to work for an idea (money) ... not enjoying myself around others who, i am told, enjoy my company ... i feel sooo tired. i cant quite my mind. none of the people that are directly around me can really help me spiritually. most of them are walking with blinders on (as i once was). but, i also feel myself getting aggravated at myself. i want to run, but there is no hiding. maybe i need to spend time in a depravation chamber or something ... i dont know. can someone at least point me in the right direction so i can free myself from these feelings?

hi,

maybe i am allowed to ask you to remember how thoughts create feelings and emotions and circumstances you live in.
the question i ask myself when i am in the mood you are in now ( well not exactly now as today is 5 days later) ; what is it inside me that prevents me from accepting these feelings?
what is the reason i cling to these feelings?

i always come up with a wound inside that wants to be healed.

i wish you healing.

09-03-2008, 07:25 PM	#14
omaculer Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 429 Senior Member	i sit here and find myself getting aggraveted at alot of things ... and all i want to do is to start breaking all of my stuff i have, even though i dont really have much. i find myself not wanting a car ... not wanting to work for an idea (money) ... not enjoying myself around others who, i am told, enjoy my company ... i feel sooo tired. i cant quite my mind. none of the people that are directly around me can really help me spiritually. most of them are walking with blinders on (as i once was). but, i also feel myself getting aggravated at myself. i want to run, but there is no hiding. maybe i need to spend time in a depravation chamber or something ... i dont know. can someone at least point me in the right direction so i can free myself from these feelings? hi, maybe i am allowed to ask you to remember how thoughts create feelings and emotions and circumstances you live in. the question i ask myself when i am in the mood you are in now ( well not exactly now as today is 5 days later) ; what is it inside me that prevents me from accepting these feelings? what is the reason i cling to these feelings? i always come up with a wound inside that wants to be healed. i wish you healing.
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