[orbidewa]

hey all....i am loving the responses on this thread and it is a lovely feeling to know people are feeling the same and even more importantly recognising and sharing these changes. my question is does anybody have and credible or very successful way of enhancing these feelings or even controlling them somehow.
if i am completely honest i have never really meditated as such, in terms of the conventional means, but i find (and always have) i can put myself in a very relax state through breathing and concentrating on my breathing. from doing this i send myself into either bouts of laughter and an extreme feeling of love for myself (not in the egotistical sense) and others alike. or, i feel an unbelieveable sense of despair and morbidness that again lead me being in a mess! these 2 extremes are both wonderfully immense in their own right but i would certainly love to control them more if i could.
i would love to know of any ideas people have with regards to meditation or chakras so i can begin to control this path i am unquestionably on.
we are all desperate to find the understanding and the truth but some of us dont know that yet....iv often felt that there is a lot more to myself and this we call life but really havent known what or how to approach finding more. dare i say it i think i may have found what i needed to find.

i feel lucky to know and feel that i am awakening and at the same time not lucky because i always knew inside there was something there...i do hope this doesnt sound too mental for you all but even as i type this i not only feel weight being lifted off my shoulders but a connecting with you all as you read my words.

love to all