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i had one such experience very recently while sitting alone at home a wave of happiness and warmth washed over me that i have never felt before. i wish i could remember what it was i was thinking about when this happened because it certainly was a new feeling for me. i felt very blissful, safe and filled with love. i could actually feel my body tingling, like this wonderful warm feeling was spreading through me. it's hard to describe.

i sure hope it happens again and again and again