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from amelie jolie "sometimes i think if i could just close my eyes and wake up to find myself as a member of a peaceful, spiritual native community living in harmony with nature, then i would feel like i truly belong, and all my problems would be solved."

you can be that person that starts to live in harmony with nature, if you have any yardspace, put out a birdfeeder, plant some flowers, or whatever! it may seem small, but at least you know you are giving back to the earth rather than taking, go out and enjoy what beauty you have around you, even if there are no mountains or any real scenery, hey i live in illinois surrounded by nothing but corn! but if you look you can find those untouched jewels

on davids blog he has something about the 12 step process edgar cayce talked about, that was a good start for me. keep your head up and try and be patient with yourself, thats my biggest obstacle. interpreting your dreams might help too!

from mark m "i was the type of kid who would always be late for school on a rainy day, because i was compelled to pick up all the earthworms on the sidewalk and throw them back into the grass for fear of them getting mashed."
amen brother, i just have to say i know exactly how you feel, and it feels great to admit it. ive never known anyone like this except my twin bro. i even try to avoid driving at night if i can on summer nights, ive found you will hit less bugs before 8 pm and after 11pm, in the midwest at least, i know, i am crazy.

many blessings, everyone!