[ligaliaCods]

hello to all,

hi kelly-i hopped on to reply to your post. i was and do mask the use of words.realizing that sometimes others interpret the words 'i feel' to not take much meaning. to really say what i feel is going out on a limb because its putting my intuitions in the line of fire sometimes. which, i have found to be somewhat unsettling. so when wanting to be safe, i go with 'i think'.

oh me, here it goes, what i truly feel. the first woman of the 'earth' with a soul and spirit within her not only beget children from man of earth but also beget children with the beings before man, the immortals. there was 2 lineages that came from eve. neither being immortal physically, but both containing a soul. the lineages split again with the lineage of cain and seth. i feel that the lineage of cain could be soulless(or else they have so much karma to repent for that its going to be a long time before they can heal or mabey these are the souls we see here on earth that are given really really hard lives). i feel the lineage of cain was a interception of a negative energy on eve or it was truly wrong for eve to mix with the immortal beings.

when the sol of this earth became trapped, negative forces wanted to control her. the sol of the earth that created life here on earth was separated from the divine so in a sense she could be attacked. and she was, through her female creation, eve. when i think of adam and eve i also feel that there was a few trial and errors so to say. i feel adam and eve souls roamed this realm before their human form. mabey they were just the first 2 that contained souls. mabey the pre-adamic man before adam( if there was one) didnt contain souls. mabey it took the creation of man, by the previous beings(ill call them sub-angles) , to reconnect a link to the divine love and light. i think the chaos of the angels has everything to do with the creation of man.

but mabey i feel these things for its just a stage of growth. mabey ego effects the intuition a little more then what i understand. i use the word 'angle' very loosely. i feel there are high realms of angles as well as low. so when i say 'angle' it could be positive or negative. a true angel of god, is of course positive. but some turned themselves away from the light. this is the root reason we are here in this creation and experience. my purpose isnt someone elses, so what i feel may not relate to others. just as though sometimes what others feel right doesnt relate to me. but we are all are a part of the bigger picture. all in all, none of the texts or oral ideas that get past down are of importance in the final show. the final show will be with ones true soul and gods experience through our souls trials and joys. but this human physical side of me enjoys finding the leaking of truth through the ages of many years still shining its way through old pages and old images/symbols.

i feel that there was a form of being here before adam. pre-adamic man created as trial and error by the earths sol or trial and error by the masculine sol that could of been here with the female sol. anyways, together, eventually, through the female sol and the masculine sol came eve. i feel adam was a creation by one sol only, and eve was the offshoot of 2. ever sense the offshoot of the masculine sol and the feminine sol there has been duality over the souls of us humans. a fight for our souls. adam is what grounded us with the sol of the earth. anything of energy must be grounded. eve, grounds the human to the divine. this could also be vise versa really, eve being the one created of the earths sol and adam being the one created of the earths sol and prior beings of immortals. i feel strongly that one of them was of the creation of one being creating all by itself, and the other a creation of 2 beings together.

this is just feelings. what i feel may not be what another feels. but we all learn from each others perceptions good or bad. i do find it very risky reading alot of old stuff if you dont feel you are grounded with a foundation of good faith. ive always had solid faith. this helps when confronting ancient readings or observing ancient symbols to determine positive and negative.

i dont go by any certain societies ways or any certain religion, but i do find the light of the divine in many places. its a beautiful thing when you do. the divine has left footprints. im sure of that.

in the idea of mixing with family causing disaster-i agree to a point. but god himself created from himself. and then you have the idea of a female part of god and a male part of god, or negative/positive, and then they mix and form something, then they mix and form. in the very beginnings of humans, i dont know how important it was for one of cains children to not have children with seths children. the purity of the human blood might of allowed this early family mix of 2 lineages from eve.

mabey when adam was created by one sol being, it took another sol being to bring the life to him. then the 2 sols realized it took both to truly create something or form and life. then together, they created eve. eve beget with adam and with another being. 2 lineages came from eve. that is what i feel. been known to look too deep into things, so forgive for going out on the limb here i feel that the history of the angles and their experiences in creation point right to us. i feel a feminine energy here with the earth with a past of turning away from her original source. her masculine counterpart became stuck in a way with her. the masculine is only here to aid and guide her back to the source. since we are all a part of her(the earths sol) we are all experiencing this time of wait, before the unity is accomplished. the true unity of the father, mother and child(masculine, feminine, and their creation) back to the source of love and light. i look at it as the sol of the earth, the sol of christ, and all of us (the children) will return together.
*whew* i about fell off of that limb....*climbs back down the tree*



peace to all,
lynette