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hiya billybob-no worries here! all is well with me, ive enjoyed our different view points about the 'ra' material. mabey i am just not 'there' yet in my growth, could be i guess. i dont see me getting too deep into any channeled material, yet i love to read dw research, so where do i fit in? i hope there is still a spot for me davids research about the divine cosmos is the most amazing read. its such a great feeling when you have been feeling something all your life about the stars and then you stumble onto dw research and its like finding a part of home.

about the higher self thing. im really no one to say what it is, but since i referred to it in a post, ill say how i view it. i did say that i think our high selves are angles. with saying that, i think there are many levels of this( of angles). i look at e.ts as a past self. i look at angels as a higher self. we have more then one on each end, past and future. im not a dreamer usually, my dreams usually come to me through someone else. im not a seeer( some see ghosts, spirits, auras), but the loved ones i live with see them. so i see myself as being a 'feeler'. when i feel a certain vibe inside me, it just feels like it is my wiser mind. to me this is my higher self.

the only time i felt any 'other' self with me in a physical sense was truly amazing. i always ask to see things(course like i said, others see it for me ) and finally one day i received this image of myself, sitting, meditating, and 'they' were standing behind me in a crescent moon shape. it was a 'group' of beings, and it seemed that 'they' were all 'me' simply there always guiding and protecting. 'they' sensed my surprise by there being a group-i felt that my surprised tickled them in a way. it seems to make them blush or smile, this calmed me. i felt though i 'saw' a group, they were equal to one another, and knew it took one another, to make me. weird huh ...it was just the most blissful experience. its really the only 'experience' i myself have had. but this group, which somehow unites to forms one, which to me them as a group becomes this 'self'. dont know if this makes any kinda sense....but thats how ive been feeling things here with little me. everyones growth is different, mabey the more i grow this will change. its so very interesting to me. all in all, when my inside says 'yes' or 'no' , my true inside is the higher self. the higher self would be our direct link to god through self. i believe that christ is a way to this link as well. just my 2 cents. its a little 'risky' to try to use our verbal communication when talking about things as such...when trying to talk about these things i keep seeing the thread for the 'insufficiency of language' pop up in my mind.

peace to all,
lynette