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**pavilionnotebook** · 02-22-2008, 12:32 AM

the eclipse him me very hard emotionally. at the time i did not even make the connection. i wasn't until i got over that hump the next day that i realized there was a total lunar eclipse that day. any one else had a tough day that day?

i found out that morning that my daughter, whose 12th birthday it was on feb. 20, invited 10 people for dinner - the entirety of her father (my ex's) family, including her father. i was extremely sick with the flu and still trying to recover financially from my l.a. trip, but somehow managed to pull it off. boy was i sick after everyone finally left.

does that counts as a tough day? perhaps it was the eclipse that gave me the strength to endure the night.

i was not thrilled about having her father here as this is a man who chooses to not financially support his daughter, however i decided to send love, think of him as a co-creator and think of him as one with me and you know what, i felt pretty good about it. it's so much easier to love someone than to resent them.

i guess there are lessons in everything, some are just tougher than others.

02-22-2008, 12:32 AM	#9
pavilionnotebook Join Date Oct 2005 Posts 527 Senior Member	the eclipse him me very hard emotionally. at the time i did not even make the connection. i wasn't until i got over that hump the next day that i realized there was a total lunar eclipse that day. any one else had a tough day that day? i found out that morning that my daughter, whose 12th birthday it was on feb. 20, invited 10 people for dinner - the entirety of her father (my ex's) family, including her father. i was extremely sick with the flu and still trying to recover financially from my l.a. trip, but somehow managed to pull it off. boy was i sick after everyone finally left. does that counts as a tough day? perhaps it was the eclipse that gave me the strength to endure the night. i was not thrilled about having her father here as this is a man who chooses to not financially support his daughter, however i decided to send love, think of him as a co-creator and think of him as one with me and you know what, i felt pretty good about it. it's so much easier to love someone than to resent them. i guess there are lessons in everything, some are just tougher than others.
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